Playing mom and other stuff

I never quite understood what people meant when they said being a mom is a lot harder than people think. This past week I got to watch Stephanie's kids...and it was HARD!! I NEVER thought that it would be as hard as it was. It would seem like they would just push me to my limit everytime. And I think I get so frustrated because I did all the stuff they tried to pull on me. I give them an inch and they take a mile!!! It was most definately a lot of work but it was really rewarding!! It was so "nice" to see Rylee in the middle of the night screaming...but then it was more nice to hear her say please!! And it was nice to see her want me!! And we got to dance(she looks so cute when she dances the way I taught her). It was stressful...but a GREAT experience.

Then there was Mothers Day...which sucked just as much as I thought it would. I made sure I called my mommy..and I texted my family and friends that are mommies!! And it was a really hard day but I was doing really well not to feel too bad about myself and cry...and then I got a text from a friend, and I just started bawling. She wished me a happy mothers day and before I could even tell her not to bother because I'm not a mother, she texted me "because I know you have some kids waiting for you!!" I started crying, but it wasn't a self pity cry, it was more of like a...you're right...I have been promised kids. I tried my best to put on a happy face and just be the best that I could. And all of a sudden..Chris brought over tons of rocks(he has this thing where he gives rocks out as gifts?!?!)Anyways, he offered me some and I said Chris...I'm not your mom you don't need to bring me anything, and it was SO cute. Chris was like...well you take care of me as good as my mom does...and you are kind of like my mom so I want you to have them. It was seriously SO FREAKING cute!!!

STATE BOARD!!! As most of you know, I went this morning to take my practical exam that I was super nervous about. I think I did really well, but won't know for sure for about 2 weeks...so I will let you all know.