All you can do is live tomorrow like there was no yesterday!

I don't even have a title for this post because I think that in order for something to have a title, it should be happy. Well, this isn't going to be an all happy note...so read a little and then stop if you don't want to read what's coming.

So this morning started off really fun. Josh,Aimee,Matt and I all went to the sonoran living show this morning. It was really fun!!! Then...we had some fun in the car because Josh almost killed us...or we couldn't decide where we were going to eat. We ended up eating at Denny's and it was SO fun...Matt embarrased us because he was wearing a really goofy hat. I'm sure Aimee loves us enough that she will post the funny picture. I know it's coming Aimee, so thanks in advance! Then we went over and spent the day helping Aimee and Josh move and clean. It was as fun as it could be for moving.
This is where you should stop reading if you aren't interested in hearing me vent!!
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Ok...so please just let me vent. I had a really fun day and then I came home and I feel like my whole life is falling apart right in front of me. I mean, I have a good job and I LOVE it. Honestly, I love what I do...but sometimes I feel like it isn't enough...I need more. I would love to go back to school and get a degree in Interior Design...it's another ambition I have...but I know it will never happen. I just feel like I am missing so much in my life. I have such a desire to have a baby. I know it is old news...but I just can't get over it...I want one SO bad. I must say though that I am REALLY excited, Matt and I finally got a new calling after 2 years of...could have been better service as ward missionaries(please add an emphasis on could have been better because we NEVER did it!!! Hey...I'm only human!) Anyways, our new calling is going to be in the primary...which is like...something I have always wanted to do. I love working with kids...sometimes I get overwhelmed...but I love it. There is one thing that makes me so sad though. Something that only one person knows about and she should know who she is.

Anyways, Thanks to all of you that waited through this!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and I will forget about all my problems from today!!

Randomness

So...this is going to be short, but I thought it was really funny and really random. So Matt and his dad were out doing something with his car..and I guess a package came for me. So I was all excited and I opened it...and it was baby formula. My first thought was...is this a cruel joke...cuz it's not funny!!! But then I just had to laugh. So I was telling Matt that it wouldn't be good by the time we had kids. So Matt's dad told me to check for an expiration date...so I did..and when I saw it I told Matt that we better have kids by then. The expiration date is 2011. I am planning on breast feeding, but I figured I would keep it just in case I need it...which hopefully I won't...but you never know. So...I got regular formula and soy formula. Isn't that really random?

Heather

I have known Heather for going on 6 years now. Wow...it is actually weird to think that it has been that long, but suprisingly it has been. I met her when she was pregnant with Madison. Anyways, we have shared lots of birthdays together, lots of fun times, and lots of not so fun times. Last year for Heathers birthday, Stephanie and I went shopping for Heather and got her lots of clothes, and then took her out to dinner(we took her to Bucca de Beppo..it wasn't as good as I remembered it.) Anyways, so this year we decided to get her more clothes. So Steph, Laurie, and I bought her some REALLY cute clothes. Heather would be pissed if she knew I was putting these pictures up because they definately don't do her justice and show her true beauty. Anyways, so here are some pictures in her new birthday clothes.

Rylee

K...so I know I have already posted today...but I was looking through pictures...and I just thought this was the CUTEST picture ever.
So for awhile Matt and I were taking Rylee to church with us...and so I obviously would get her dressed. Well she never would let us put bows in her hair...but I decided to try anyways. I think this is the first time she let us put it in her hair and she kept it in there. This picture is from months ago...but I love it. And I think it is so cute because she is sitting there with Chris. I just think she looked so cute...I want to blow it up for Stephanie...so Steph...if you are reading this...you know NOTHING!!! I love you though!!

Our 3rd Boy!!!

Our Little Family!!!

So, my mother in laws dog had puppies on Mothers Day. It was her only litter, and I said we were not getting another dog. But because Matt always wins...and the puppies were so cute, we got another boy!!! His name is Butterscotch(I chose the name) He is the cutest little thing. It is so weird to think that Oinkie was this small when I got him. Anyways, I cut a friends hair...and she had an extra doggy bed and asked us if we wanted it. I immediately said yes because when we got Max, I told Matt that he couldn't sleep on the bed because Oinkie already does. So we compromised and I told Matt that Max could sleep on the bed as long as it was on Matt's side. Well, Max has only slept on Matt's side MAYBE 5 times. So we went to clean the bed and get it ready for Max...and we put it down...and Max won't sleep on it. I said it was his little Maxi pad(LOL...I thought this was funny.) Anyways....so all of the dogs in our house are NOT dogs...they are boys..so Butterscotch now has his own boy bed...and maybe someday we can get Max to sleep somewhere other than my bed!!!

Fun with Aimee and Josh!!

So last night we got to go over to Aimee and Josh's house for the first time in a REALLY REALLY long time. I think it has been over like 2 months since we got to go. Well Aimee and I planned it and I was going to surprise Matt because he is ALWAYS bugging me about how he misses Josh(what's he going to do when Josh and Aimee move to Florence?? Matt has already planned that one...we are going to move out there with them!!) Anyways...so I got Matt in the car and told him to lay down and close his eyes so he couldn't tell where we were...well...he knew exactly where we were. So I tried taking different directions but it didn't work very well, but he was still excited that we got to go. So we got there and we talked for a little while and then the men decided to go see "The Happening." Well Aimee and I had no desire to see this so we stayed home. We had so much fun...Aimee made brownies, and since I didn't want to be rude...I helped her eat some. They were SO FREAKING GOOD!!! Thanks Aimee!!! Then we talked some more and I was telling her that I wanted to go see a certain movie. So she took me to this AMAZING site...and I am sure glad she showed it to me. I am the kind of person that does NOT like to see movies with naked people and I don't like to hear cuss words...especially when it is every other word. So if any of you are interested in checking up on movies before you go see them...the site is kidsinmind.com. All in all it was a really fun night...but I am going to be really sad when they move...hopefully we will follow them shortly!! But until then, Matt is going to get a good paying job so that we can drive out there to see them!!!

Two(For Julie!!)

So I was reading a friends blog and she did a cute little thing on it. She just listed a couple things that she likes..only 2 of them. So I decided to do the same thing...so that maybe you could get to know me just a little bit better, and then you can do the same!!!

2 of my fav songs- I'm gonna love you forever by Jessica Simpson, and pretty much ANY Tim McGraw song
2 of my best friends-McKenna and Stephanie
2 of my favorite movies-GREASE!!! and Charly
2of my favorite foods-Chicken Nuggets and French Fries!! Yummy
2 of my favorite drinks-Dr. Pepper...and more Dr. Pepper!(Does that count as 2 if I drink it 2 different times a day?)
2 of my favorite colors-Teal and...PINK
2 things I would do if money wasn't an issue-probably pay off debt....and DUH!!! Go shopping. As I have taught my nieces...a girl can NEVER have enough shoes!

Now it's your turn..come on people.

Matt's Birthday!!!

So today Matt turned 26!!! I was a nice wife and let him play x-box most of the day while I went out with Laurie and Steph. It was really fun!! Then when I got home I surprised Matt and I made him a cake...it was SO cute! I am really proud of myself. I just made a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting...but I took some white cream cheese frosting and colored it blue and wrote Happy Birthday Matt on it. Then tonight I had his parents and Steph and his best friend Steve come over and we sung happy birthday to him! It was so fun!!! I took pictures but I am too blogger illiterate to figure out how to post them with this post!! Thanks for everyone who wished Matt a happy birthday and thanks Steph and Laurie for the help with the cake!!! I love you Matt....thanks for letting me share in your birthday fun with you!!