All you can do is live tomorrow like there was no yesterday!

I don't even have a title for this post because I think that in order for something to have a title, it should be happy. Well, this isn't going to be an all happy note...so read a little and then stop if you don't want to read what's coming.

So this morning started off really fun. Josh,Aimee,Matt and I all went to the sonoran living show this morning. It was really fun!!! Then...we had some fun in the car because Josh almost killed us...or we couldn't decide where we were going to eat. We ended up eating at Denny's and it was SO fun...Matt embarrased us because he was wearing a really goofy hat. I'm sure Aimee loves us enough that she will post the funny picture. I know it's coming Aimee, so thanks in advance! Then we went over and spent the day helping Aimee and Josh move and clean. It was as fun as it could be for moving.
This is where you should stop reading if you aren't interested in hearing me vent!!
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Ok...so please just let me vent. I had a really fun day and then I came home and I feel like my whole life is falling apart right in front of me. I mean, I have a good job and I LOVE it. Honestly, I love what I do...but sometimes I feel like it isn't enough...I need more. I would love to go back to school and get a degree in Interior Design...it's another ambition I have...but I know it will never happen. I just feel like I am missing so much in my life. I have such a desire to have a baby. I know it is old news...but I just can't get over it...I want one SO bad. I must say though that I am REALLY excited, Matt and I finally got a new calling after 2 years of...could have been better service as ward missionaries(please add an emphasis on could have been better because we NEVER did it!!! Hey...I'm only human!) Anyways, our new calling is going to be in the primary...which is like...something I have always wanted to do. I love working with kids...sometimes I get overwhelmed...but I love it. There is one thing that makes me so sad though. Something that only one person knows about and she should know who she is.

Anyways, Thanks to all of you that waited through this!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and I will forget about all my problems from today!!